Dammit

Everything seems to be absurd these days.  A friend you've trusted for years suddenly becomes your worst enemy.  The hard work and effort you've allocated for a good cause goes to bust when you realize that no one gives a rat's ass about it.  And then you find out that your lover's been harboring malicious feelings towards you for reasons completely irrelevant to your relationship with her.

When things end up like this, nothing seems to matter.  It's all absurd really, so I don't care what happens anymore.  Hell, I wouldn't even blink an eye if a horny rhino came charging into town and destroyed everything.  Just ignore everything.  It will all pass.  They can't touch me.  I'm friggin' immortal.